Do You Even Care?

Remembered this one and went and reread it…made me realize how far I’ve come since then and how much I have healed in that area. I still have other areas I’m working on, but I’ve made progress, and I’m proud.

Racheal's Novels

WARNING: This is a poem about depression and self-harming. Don’t read if you don’t like that sort of thing.

I warned you.


There’s something that I want to tell you,

Something that I want to share

But before I do

I need to know…

Would you even care?

Would you listen to me?

Tell me truthfully

Cause I’m drowning and no-one’s there

No-one listens when I tear out my hair

My fingers are bloody and raw

I beat myself ’till I’m sore

There’s something that I want to tell you,

Something that I want to share

But before I do

I need to know…

Do you even care?

The darkness beckons and it calls

Into it’s suffocating embrace I fall

Down

Down

Down

Then pain comes, taking my hand

I want to resist, but I never can

It captivates me with it’s pretty lips

And swaying hips

I can’t…

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